I wish i wasn’t so ugly and pathetic and stupid and fat and unmotivated and disgusting and annoying and embarrassing and worthless and emotionless and cold and hurt and upset and empty.
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like whatHaving both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.
im such a shitty person i have a shitty life and nobody ever really can get me to talk about it and i hate bottling it up but i have to and i wish i could just disappear